Sad Day

So 1 year ago today my cousin Jimmy died. What a sad, sad, sad day for me. Been thinking of him and my aunt. I have been thinking of him alot lately. I have a tape uf us when we were in gradeschool that I got and I have not brought myself to watch it yet. Well it's been a year so I might get it out and watch it. It does not seem like a year and I don't think it has gotten any easier. I have kept busy all day but I know when I lay down tonight I will think about it alot.